light in life

My ### is not studying, My ### is ### me. I am ###, my ### is not happening. I feel like to end my life. Please pray to overcome. My ### has slight ###, but ### but not interested in studies. I am ### with both of them. Hooe God shows some light in my life.

family need healing emotional and physical. I find it so hard to clean this house I haven't left the house in years and my family, please God we wanna leave this house I hate being here losing hope I'm losing hope God where is hope??? Where is hope I really can't see any light in my life.