life's purpose

I'm giving up on prayer and church. I still believe in Christ as my savior, but the rest of me is too old, too tired, and too far gone. You can not convince how pointless everything in life is. If God listens to you then ask him to speak to me. It's pointless of course. He'll say no, but perhaps...

May we all have the courage to find something that will last for eternity rather than to seek those things that will stay here after we die and then turn to dust. Seek ye first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you. Says the Lord. Give yourself to pause in life...