Dear Lord Jesus, Am done. I do not want to live like this anymore I feel so miserable. Nothing works anymore. All aspects of my life is a mess. I do not have anyone and I do not know what to do.
I stopped talking to my father...I blocked him etc because of how abusive he can be...how he treats me, speaks to me, etc..and that he basically said that he wanted to lobotomies me for not letting him control me, my relationships, how I dress etc... and that he wanted to bring bad things into...