lack of recognition

I feel like the devil is working overtime my boss is complaining about how I do my job and my case manager told me about it it seems like every where I live and work at people always complaining about me and I am going to get help with my job. And I have been bullied by family and everyone since...

I play for a long time but God did not need me; he abandoned me; he hates me; he makes me cry every day; he takes me to the losing side; he doesn't need me to gain when I deserve to earn; he removes me there at the right time and takes me back after the earnings time ends. I hate that situation...