Summary (due to privacy): A person expresses feelings of despair and a desire to end their life, citing dissatisfaction with life, the state of the world, and perceived hypocrisy in religious beliefs. They express a lack of hope and a plea for relief from their suffering.
I know the word and God. I have seen him do marvelous works for people. I do believe in him and only him. Life hasn't been worth living for years now. The things that I come across or attacks have me to not to have certainty that God will rescue me from this terrible life I'm living. My things...
Hello my body is starting to shut down under the stress of financial hardship. I really am unable to do much anymore. I’ve cried out to Jesus in these darkest days and there’s silence. No Justice no answered prayers only more problems. I went from 160lbs to currently 107 lbs. Father in Jesus...
I am severely depressed, nothing is helping, not even the medication. The only thing I am looking forward to is to die, I want my life to end, but I am not suicidal and not actively seeking to kill myself. I don't feel and don't trust the narrative that God loves me anymore. I am not his...