Hello my body is starting to shut down under the stress of financial hardship. I really am unable to do much anymore. I’ve cried out to Jesus in these darkest days and there’s silence. No Justice no answered prayers only more problems. I went from 160lbs to currently 107 lbs. Father in Jesus...
I am severely depressed, nothing is helping, not even the medication. The only thing I am looking forward to is to die, I want my life to end, but I am not suicidal and not actively seeking to kill myself. I don't feel and don't trust the narrative that God loves me anymore. I am not his...