lack of care

im gogint ot be ###. no oneevr care s, no one evr get sme a card. no one evr cares baout mye . its har dot love God when i feel He odens tares. i cried mos tof my life. praise the Lord

It's only getting worse now He's masturbating while I'm asleep at night and saying He is not but it is now causing me not to sleep as He knows this, but doesn't seem to care. Pray it stops and soon in Jesus name.