khatam ho hai ab koi aasha nahi hai plz prabhu ko karo ki mujhe sudhare

Mujhe fissure ki bimari hai, meri drunk problem chut hi nhi rahi, na koi kaam start hai ... I want to die.. I don't want to live like this.. meri Jine ki ichaa hi khatam ho hai hai... Ab koi aasha Nahi hai... Plz Prabhu ko pray Karo ki ### sudhare.. ya phir meri death ho Jaye is bimari ki wajah...