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SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME I BEG YOU I LIVE IN POVERTY WITH ABUSIVE ### I AM VERY ILL WE CARE FOR VERY ILL ###. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP I AM LOSING MY FAITH I BEG GOD DAY AND NIGHT FOR HELP TELL ME WHY DOESN'T HE HELP. I BEG HIM HELP LORD PLEASE HELP!!!!!