I'm sorry to hear about your struggles. Here's a redacted version of your message:
I'm tired of fighting and I have had enough torture. I am only ### years old, but I have a number of health problems that I take ### medications for. I was forced to quit working, and I filed for social security...
Lord. This is such a trying time. More bills are coming in and I can’t handle it. I really will Have pack up my things and vacate The apartment as I can’t keep Up Father in Jesus name you know all that I mentioned. This is terrifying.