hope for improvement

I struggle with suicidal thoughts and PTSD. Every day I think about not being here anymore. I have no love in my life that ever stays or stays good anyways. I'm alone in this world. I think about God often and hope something out there could see me, I just wish things would get better for me...

Lord thank you for another day of life, blessings and trials. Thank you for guiding and protecting us. I would like to ask for a favor again Lord to touch my husband’s heart .. he is just so cruel and not nice. I’m getting tired of his behavior and attitude towards me. When he gets mad he is so...