heart conviction

I need God to help me come to faith in Jesus Christ as Savior and a repentant heart to truly let him be Lord. I've prayed the Salvation prayer so many times, but I guess they have just been words without faith and heart conviction. I feel so lost.

God Please save me, I don't feel a deep guilt for my sin and that in itself is terrifying. I feel numb. I want to be broken over my sin, please enlighten me to the beauty of Jesus Christ, don't let me die in my sin, You said You take no pleasure in the death of the wicked. Please bring deep cut...