healing from trauma

Dear God, Thank you for helping serve you, also with finances, career, healing from trauma, healing my gut, weight, where to live, Christian friends & meet a husband. Prepare me & favor me in the next interview. Bless me to show & feel confidence & competence! Favor me to have top salary & a car...

This is the last month I will be staying with my extremely abusive non believer mother, before moving out and leaving the whole country. Today she lashed at me in one of her very abusive rages, calling me names and saying she wishes I was not here. My whole body has been frozen since then...