gender violence

Thanks God, I've born again in Jesus like the prodigal son/daughter, leaving gender violence relationships, I have fear of my wounds and lacks of faith in the control and restoration of God, I have fear that my wounds can carry me to unbelieved and darkness of confusion like my 28 years old...

My father cursed me because of my half sister’s lies and I just lost my sister during lockdown due to gender violence 😭so I’m so drained I even want to take my life 😭please help me to pray 🙏🙏for my Job as well GOD bless 🙏🙏