feeling wanted

Jesus I really need you right now. I reacted the wrong way towards my ### and I feel awful. I feel as if I'm slowly slipping away mentally. I just want you. I want to walk with you and live in breathe your name. Please Jesus I Love You so much. My family is not the same anymore everything used...

I need to leave behind staying where I feel tolerated instead of chosen. I've been reading the room and shrinking just to fit. Real care doesn't make me question my place. I deserve to feel wanted without effort.