feeling uncared for

i dotn see any poitn of just beign a slave . i really really lonely.i jsut wan tohe Lor dot tak emy life.im always always always always always always aloen . no onever cares baout me andi jsut i reallyjsut i dotn wan thtis anymore.i hat ebeing aliv.eim so lonely HGOD pelas ehelp em im loenly...

mymomhasaspergersyndormanditsoudnslieksheisalwaysyellignatmeordictatignme.shemakenoeye contactsits onlycommands.iwantohonomymombutitstoo mcuhimveryill.noonecaresforme.ialsocareformybedirddengrandma.ihave hadnofriendsno aquatancesindecadeismlonely.idotnkwnowhowotocnintue,.nooeneverseemsotreallycare

Lord, I feel like nobody cares about me... like they gave forgotten me... like they don't remember me. I tried to reach out but got ignored... I know everyone has their own lives...but it sucks to not be important enough to be part of their lives...

God, I am sorry, but I feel that I have to be honest. Why are making me miserable? Why are you not letting me be happy? Is that it....you don't want me to be happy then? All of my life you have not answered a single prayer of mine, and all I can think is that for some reason you really don't...