Hello, I am have been in a backslidden state for a few years now. I lie, I am disobedient to the Lord, I feel hopeless. I want to get back to where I used to be. I used to pray faithfully. I have never stopped attending church. I don't know what to do. I feel that I am stuck in this place. I...
My first attempt to take my own life was when I was ### and it didn’t work obviously but something in me died that day. I think I was just a ghost after that because ever since then I’ve been stuck and unmoving and I’ve only gotten worse. I have so many regrets but now I feel like I can’t even...
I can’t sleep. It’s a little after 4am on Thursday ###. I just cannot sleep due to worrying ALOT, tossed and turned all night. I’ve also been through emotional and physical abuse. I feel stuck. In Jesus name I ask to be rescued. It’s overwhelming. Lord lift me up.