fear of illness

I got a lot of test the doctor wants to do as I know they are needed I am just scared scared if they find anything wrong worried I won't be able to do the test and fear I won't live past an age for I worry about me dying but yet I know that's not my time but doing all those test has got me to...

Father I am reaching out to you because I want to hear you and be close to you. I am wanting to learn how to lean on you through these trying times and all my times. I desire a closer relationship with you. my anxiety and fear are manifesting in physical symptoms and I am spiraling out of...