end suffering

If you won't end my life like I have been begging you to do for over a year now, please grant me a sure fire method and the courage to use it. I would find life with a disability caused by a failed attempt worse than my current life. I don't fear death; I fear going on after a failed attempt. I...

Bad situation I need to have end and get out. Also lots of prayers for my health. No pains back, liver, gallbladder, thyroid issues cancers or surgeries etc. For ### to come get me out of her now. This month. For this situation to end and for me to be able to move on with my life and to have my...