empty shell

GOD I'm wounded from my inner soul to my spirit. GOD how do I find my way back to you? GOD I pray that you accept me again even though I no longer go to church, my faith has dwindled, and I just feel like an empty shell waiting to return to you when you call me home. GOD I'm lost and don't know...

I place my marriage in prayer and I ask that the Lord restores what has been broken. My heart is hurting so much. I'm an empty shell, just living. It's been a week and I can't cope. I'm going through depression. I lost my best friend.