dissatisfaction with life

Summary (due to privacy): A person expresses feelings of despair and a desire to end their life, citing dissatisfaction with life, the state of the world, and perceived hypocrisy in religious beliefs. They express a lack of hope and a plea for relief from their suffering.

Pray for me that I get a deep sleep tonight and pray for me that I don't get up in the middle of the night tonight, pray for me I don't get perverse dreams and thoughts from now on and pray for me that I be able to flee from lust from now on pray for me that I fall asleep within 1 minute. I feel...