desire for relief

I am at the end of my rope. It seems I pray, I fast, I cry, and I even scream...and nothing. Barren. Whatever crop I had or try to have crumbles to dust. I don't want to be here anymore. I just want to close my eyes and be done. Is there a light anywhere?

I ask for prayer why is God keeping me alone I can't make friends not decent opportunities can't find a girlfriend my mother is having an affair it feels like my world is falling apart I pray to God for help but nothing is there any point in going on in this world I ask God to take me home I'm...

I am exhausted! I really wish God would just take me. I really want to go be with the Lord. I’m not suicidal, but I wish God would just kill me. Less than a week, I’ll be living in my van. I have no choice. I have tried so hard to get a job but nothing. I’m on the verge of giving up. I’ve been a...