cursed items

During my concentration of focused bible reading, it had caused my grandma to come into my room and make her holy ghost noises. I believe she released some sort of cancer from her mouth. LORD, slaughter the souls from the churches and do not let them benefit from my biblical reading. Jesus...

Hello, so I'm not really sure what kind of prayer I'm asking for. The problem I have is I love learning new things and stuff; however, my curiosity tends to take me down a path that is not right, like. I become curious and start looking for things like cursed items and stuff that are not of God...