cowardice

I’m weak scattered disorganized lazy and a coward. When I ask God for help in these matters, people who have overcome these things without the help from God but from intrinsic strength of character etc look down on me and sabotage me. We have free will and they have used theirs better.

Please pray for ### so that God can change his weak, abusive, coward, egocentric personality.

“For God did not give us a spirit of timidity or cowardice or fear, but [He has given us a spirit] of power and of love and of sound judgment and personal discipline [abilities that result in a calm, well-balanced mind and self-control].” 2nd Timothy 1:7

Whre I am, the governor has given restaurants the go ahead to open{I mean open the right way, not the stupid take out,caneman style.}Yet although they can, the cowards are afraid to, and 99%of them didn't!!Most of my favorites, including my 2 favorite buffets but even the regular sit downs, are...