Please pray for me to have a successful back surgery done in 3 days after not drinking alcohol after today. This will give me a bit more than 2 days of not drinking alcohol to prevent any problems with my surgery during my operation and being under anesthesia. I'm still scared of doing this and...
Dear God please don't let me die from having back surgery done this week. Please help me change and to stop drinking so much alcohol. Please help me stop drinking alcohol after having my surgery done this week. Please forgive me for not working over the past 5 weeks because I have been laying...
Dear God will you please help me with my back surgery this week. And if you want me to have major back surgery done. Please let me know if not drinking alcohol for ### to ### days before surgery will allow the doctor to operate on me so I don't have any problems.
Dear God please help me have a safe back surgery done this week. Please don't let me die. I do want to live and I need help with my alcohol use disorder. I need to get back to work and I have been off work for the past ### weeks laying on my bed drinking alcohol and smoking pot. Please help me...
Dear God why can't I stop drinking alcohol. It's making me sweat and shake and I feel like I am going crazy. I'm afraid of losing my job and my home and I don't want to die during back surgery this week. Please help me change and overcome my anxiety and alcohol use and please soften the hearts...
Dear God please help me stop drinking alcohol and smoking pot and pretend that everything is going to be good. Please help me get back to work and tell me if I should have back surgery. I have a surgery set up for this Friday and I am still drinking alcohol and I hope it doesn't kill me...
Dear God please help me change and to stop drinking alcohol and smoking pot. Please forgive me for not going to work for the last month. I have back surgery set up for Friday and I am scared of doing it. I am worried about my alcohol use and how I may cause my surgery to not be good. Why do I...
Dear God please help me. Why do I choose to lay on my bed and drink alcohol and smoke pot and not go to work. I am waiting for my back surgery and I am a bit stressed about doing it. I have been off work and I should go back to work but I am being lazy and selfish. Not sure how much longer I can...
Dear God why do I not want to live anymore. Please help me change my thoughts and my alcohol use and please help me not lose my job or is it really better to quit my job and my wife and sell our house and get a divorce and go live with my brother in ###, ### or should I go live by myself until I...
Dear God please help me. I need to have major back surgery and I don't want to do it. I don't want to work anymore and I don't want to be with my wife anymore. She is so mean to me and we both drink too much alcohol. I'm sorry God please forgive me. My wife is really stupid and I am also crazy...
Dear God please help me. I am still having alcohol addiction and I am not going to work tomorrow and I am going to lose my job if I don't get off my bed and lying down and drinking alcohol and smoking pot and pretend that everything is going to be ok. God please help me change and take care of...
Dear God please help me change and stop drinking alcohol and smoking pot and laying down on my bed because I need to have a back surgery done and I am really tired of working. I hope you can help me take care of my bosses and my family and my customers. Dear God please help me. Please help me...
Dear God please forgive me. I don't want to live with my wife anymore and I don't want to work anymore and I don't want to ask you for help anymore. I don't want to have major back surgery done and I just want to go to sleep and not wake up. I don't want to hurt myself or anyone else I just want...
Dear God please help me change so that I don't quit my great job and divorce my ### and go live with my ### in ###. I don't want to be with my ### anymore she is mean and I don't want to be with her anymore. I know that I have failed with this person and I just want to go kick back and have a...
Dear God please help me change and overcome my anxiety and alcohol use and please help me keep my job. I need to have major back surgery and I am scared. I'm tired of having to work on projects and proposals. I'm sorry God but I just want to lay on my bed and drink beer and smoke pot and pretend...
Dear Jesus Christ please help me stop drinking alcohol and smoking pot. Please help me get my back surgery done and please help me keep my job. Please soften the hearts of my bosses and my customers and my family to be nice to me and to help me. Please help me today to contact my boss to make...
I believe that God will help me with my job and my projects and my proposals and my back surgery if that is what God wants me to do. I believe in Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior. I will keep smoking pot and drinking alcohol today until I pass out and go to sleep. I will go to my hospital...
Please God help me keep my job and help me change. Help me get my projects done correctly and on time. Please help me get my SDI paperwork done today. Please help my doctors set up my back surgery today because my L4 and L5 vertibrea discs are worn out and obliterated. Happy birthday ###. My...