Please pray for me to stop shaking and sweating because I have been an alcoholic for so long and I had back surgery and I have to go back to work today and I don't want to be looking like this at work. Please forgive me and help me stop shaking please soften the hearts of my bosses and my...
Dear God please help me stop drinking alcohol. Please make tonight or tomorrow morning be the last time I drink alcohol. Please help me change and to have a better time with my wife and please help me keep my job and to be able to get back to work after having my back surgery. My back still...
Hear we go again. I am an alcoholic who had a back surgery and I need to get back to work and to be a better husband and a better person and a better worker. Please help me stop drinking alcohol and smoking pot and to get off my bed and get back to work. Please help me change to be the man you...
Dear God thank you for your blessings to help me with my back surgery done on Monday this week. Please help me recover from my surgery and to get back to work soon. I wish I could just lay on my bed and drink beer and smoke pot and pretend that everything is going to be okay. Please help me and...
Dear Jesus please help me. I'm scared of having back surgery tomorrow morning and having a Cyst in my spine removed during anesthesia. I'm worried about having major complications with my alcohol use disorder. I stopped drinking alcohol two nights ago and that will give me at least ### hours of...
Dear God why am I an alcoholic and why am I still drinking alcohol and laying in my bed drinking beer when I have a cyst in my spine that is planned to be removed on Monday. Why have I been off work for the last 6 weeks laying down on my bed drinking alcohol and not working or making money to be...
Dear God why do I continue to drink alcohol when I have back surgery on Monday and my wife is trying to help me and she too drinks alcohol and I don't want to work anymore I just want to lay in my bed and drink alcohol and smoke pot and pretend that everything is going to be ok. Why do I do this...
Dear God, am I going to be able to have my back surgery done on Monday without any problems and am I going to be able to keep my job and get back to work and to not drink alcohol and smoke pot and lay on my bed all day and pretend that everything is going to be ok. Please help me change and to...
Please soften the hearts of my wife and my bosses and my customers and my coworkers. I have been off work for ### weeks because of my back needing surgery to remove the Cyst in my spine and my L4 and L5 vertibrea discs are worn out and obliterated and will need to be fused together. I'm scared...
Dear God please help me because I feel so scared because I need to have major back surgery and I am not going to be able to work and I am running out of money and I don't know how to do my SDI paperwork done to get some help and I am also having a hard time not being an alcoholic. I put off My...
Please pray for me to have a successful back surgery done in 3 days after not drinking alcohol after today. This will give me a bit more than 2 days of not drinking alcohol to prevent any problems with my surgery during my operation and being under anesthesia. I'm still scared of doing this and...
Dear God please don't let me die from having back surgery done this week. Please help me change and to stop drinking so much alcohol. Please help me stop drinking alcohol after having my surgery done this week. Please forgive me for not working over the past 5 weeks because I have been laying...
Dear God will you please help me with my back surgery this week. And if you want me to have major back surgery done. Please let me know if not drinking alcohol for ### to ### days before surgery will allow the doctor to operate on me so I don't have any problems.
Dear God please help me have a safe back surgery done this week. Please don't let me die. I do want to live and I need help with my alcohol use disorder. I need to get back to work and I have been off work for the past ### weeks laying on my bed drinking alcohol and smoking pot. Please help me...
Dear God why can't I stop drinking alcohol. It's making me sweat and shake and I feel like I am going crazy. I'm afraid of losing my job and my home and I don't want to die during back surgery this week. Please help me change and overcome my anxiety and alcohol use and please soften the hearts...
Dear God please help me stop drinking alcohol and smoking pot and pretend that everything is going to be good. Please help me get back to work and tell me if I should have back surgery. I have a surgery set up for this Friday and I am still drinking alcohol and I hope it doesn't kill me...
Dear God please help me change and to stop drinking alcohol and smoking pot. Please forgive me for not going to work for the last month. I have back surgery set up for Friday and I am scared of doing it. I am worried about my alcohol use and how I may cause my surgery to not be good. Why do I...
Dear God please help me. Why do I choose to lay on my bed and drink alcohol and smoke pot and not go to work. I am waiting for my back surgery and I am a bit stressed about doing it. I have been off work and I should go back to work but I am being lazy and selfish. Not sure how much longer I can...
Dear God why do I not want to live anymore. Please help me change my thoughts and my alcohol use and please help me not lose my job or is it really better to quit my job and my wife and sell our house and get a divorce and go live with my brother in ###, ### or should I go live by myself until I...