My grandma cried again because I wasn't eating, but she immediately cheered up when she started watching TV. So I guess she's acting as a tempter to cause me to fail the 40-day fast. The church had a strange church repetition about only the 144,000 getting to heaven, so I guess they don't really...
Summary (due to privacy): Request for spiritual support and guidance for undertaking a 21-day dry fast, with a desire to extend to a 40-day fast, despite financial and physical challenges.