Why do we get so jealous when others get what we want? I ask myself this question and I almost immediately know the answer: "Because the other person did not go through what I went through, and I deserve it more than they do. I worked for it, prayed for it, and they just get it handed to them on a silver platter."
I'm referring specifically towards my cousin, who has been dating a girl named Rebecca for almost two years now. It broke my heart because the name Rebecca, as I'm sure I have mentioned before, is very special to me. It means something very dear to me, and God knows it, and my parents know it, and my best friend knows it. It's something I let very few people in on, so I won't tell here.
However, it broke my heart because at...