2014

I need GOD to answer my prayers!! The person I am staying with is constantly riding me about a job, and I'm busting my butt. I cleaned tonight,cooked dinner,etc.. They just called me a stupid CUN% because I apparently didnt see the kitchen trash can is full. I NEED OUT OF HERE AND A JOB!!! I...

God, please forgive me for my weakness, my sadness, my selfishness. God YOU know what is going on in my personal life. Please forgive me that all I can focus on is the negative. Please let me be happy again. In Jesus name I pray, AMEN!!!

Please pray god makes me and my sister eat healthy and fixes our matababulizums to weigh nine and a half stones.

God, I ask you to pour your healing waters over the love of my life Alex, I haven't heard from him in awhile. Please send your angels to protect him and keep him safe. Please let him reach out to me right now, I miss him so much God. Open the way for us. I know everything is possible when we...

Lord your so amazing the blessing of God is upon me oh lord i hunger for more of you.

Lord, work within me and my daughter. Allow your perfect will be done unto our lives now. WE TRUST YOU GOD, WE LOVE YOU. You are our saviour and I know you will never forsaken us in our darkest times. Send your angels to fight for us and lead us to your light of happiness. Teach us not to...

Lord give me a good sleep and peace for my heart. In Jesus name I pray.

Lord thank you for life, Thank you for all that you have given to me and what you are about to do for me. I surrender all

It would be a breath of fresh air for my family if I died...one less burden to deal with.  Hmm..walking in front of moving traffic might work.

Contemplating suicide as per usual...please pray...6 feet under and my soul elsewhere sounds good right about now...and has been sounding good...I'm a failure, I live somewhere, but have no home with people who love me, have no family, keep screwing up and messing up...having faith and praying...