Swimtyreln
Disciple of Prayer
Yes I do need prayer. I am waiting for Jesus to open the door for me. It has been two years that I am still looking for a job but since I am over ### years it will be difficult for me. Nothing is impossible for Jesus to answer my prayer. I had a girl friend and we were friendly for almost ### years. I treat her like a family member but she took me for a ride but her tongue is very sharp and I feel very hurt for I just keep shut. One day she repeatedly tell me the same thing over and over again just to make me feel that I am not needed in her life. I was very very hurt and I left her place without telling her anything whether I will go back or not. She never say sorry even if she is wrong but even it is not my mistake I do ask for forgiveness. I did go to her house after ### months but she saw me in the peep hole and refused to open the door and said something from inside. My family members told me never to step inside her house ever again for she treated me more like a stranger. Now since over a year she never call me once. Anyway I ask Jesus to forgive her and if Jesus want He will bring us back together or open a new way for me. I still can't get over everything but I don't want to go into depression. Pray for me so that Jesus will strengthen me and help me to forget about everything. My friend will never in her life ask for forgiveness. She won't even keep in her mind what good a person has done for her and stood by her in bad times. Father Almighty may have send me to help her for many years but due to her behaviour must have took me out from darkness. I thank Jesus for everything.
