I just got to my office, and sitting here crying...cause I can't believe all the prayers for us.
and here I thought Nobody really cares...I just don't want to be a doormat, or a weakling.
or him playing with my emotions,,,that would be cruel, my older brother came by yesterday and saw I was a little confused and upset, told him what happened and how he is being really nice with me and he didn't like it...and said " I don't like it. he's with someone else. and don't; u have any respect for yourself...he's playing u for a fool...so I'm a little confused, believe me If I wasn't a Christian, I would of gotten married a long time ago, and with NO regrets,, but, things have changed in my heart, and I'm so confused....so help me God. God give me wisdom and strength...don't want to be put to shame...
I'm a very successful business woman, and raised my two kids in the Lord the past 5 years. and they love the Lord and are so happy,,,,they would never want us back, because they have seen my x with this woman...and are afraid for me, ages, ### and ###.