Worthless...

[4ever hope]

Lord,

I can only conclude that I don't matter. My husband cheated on me and destroyed our family. He won everything--our child. He has a new home, a girlfriend who make $100,000 , a new life, new car...everything. He took my car, my home, my life. I have NOTHING. I have prayed for three years. I have asked for your help. Yet, I get nothing for all of my prayer and my faithfulness as a wife. Please end it for me. Please end this time. End this place where I am. I don't belong here. This is not me. This is not where I should be.

If when we die, we come home to You, please let me come home. I just feel homesick. I want to go home. Let me go home Lord, Let me go home. There is nothing and there is no one for me here. Please let me go home. I've prayed for home for what feels like forever now...I just want to go home. I need to go home. I just want to be where I belong, where is that? Where do I belong? Help me. I am tired of being this way, of feeling like this...I want to go home. HOME. Where is my home? Do I belong anywhere? I know that I don't belong here, it just feels wrong. I can't find anywhere else to go...I am desperate and sad....I'm tired of going thru the motions. I just want to go home. Every human being deserves to be some place where they feel they belong, where it feels right, where they feel at peace, where they feel loved. Where is that for me? Where is my home? What is wrong with me that I am not worthy of a home? I was forced out of my home 3 years and 5 months ago because of someone elses lies and adultry and have not had one good night's sleep or moment's peace since then....Don't I matter? I've come to You, I've gone back to the church where we were married, I tried a different church, I've tried prayer, I've read the Bible....I'm still left with nothing that matters. I still have not found a way home.

 

[jayrene]

I feel so sad... I felt your pain, i know that even though it did not went as far as what you have been through , I know how it is to feel lonely, miserable, wanting to be loved and to be happy... but there is hope, as long as we are alive there is still hope.. Jesus is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow.

Psalm 37:1-11

1 Fret not thyself because of evildoers, neither be thou envious against the workers of iniquity

2 For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither as the green herb

3 Trust in the Lord and do good; so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be fed.

4 Delight thyself also in the Lord; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart

5 Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in him, and he shall bring it to pass.

6 And he shall bring forth thy righteousness as the light, and thy judgment as the noonday.

7 Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for him: fret not thyself because of him who prospereth in his way, because of the man who bringeth wicked devices to pass.

8 Cease from anger, and forsake wrath; fret not thyself in any wise to do evil.

9 For evildoers shall be cut off; but those that wait upon the Lord, they shall inherit the earth.

10 For yet a little while, and the wicked shall not be: yea, thou shalt diligently consider his place, and it shall not be.

11 But the meek shall inherit the earth; and shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace.

Father God i lift up to you 4ever hope, Lord God hold her hands, let your Holy Spirit stay beside her, let her feel your presence Lord God, for in your presence there is peace, there is love, there is comfort and joy. Father I pray, strengthen 4ever hope, strengthen her spirit that she will not give up, for you said Lord God, that we have to carry our cross and follow you, strengthen her Lord God, give her wisdom to know your will in her life and help her to walk in your righteousness no matter how tough the situation is. You will not give her something that she will not be able to bear. Give her peace Lord God, comfort her Father, and fill her mind and heart with your words. Send Godly people to her, friends that will love her and make her feel wanted. Lord lift her up and restore to her everything that the enemy have stolen. Let forgiveness and love reign in her heart and let your light shine in her life that she will be a living testimony of your grace and salvation Lord God and that she will draw more people to you. Father we thank you that you have heard our prayers, be glorified in 4ever hope's life in Jesus mighty name I pray, Amen Amen...

Never give up sis... God will greatly reward you and restore everything to you. just don't give up and keep holding on. God is good all the time. God will defend you.

Psalm 55;22

Cast thy burden upon the LORD, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.

Galatians 6:7-9

7 Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows.

8 The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life.

9 Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

 

[Eleni]

I stand in agreement with Jayrene.

Father hear Your childs, 4ever hopes', cries, bless her life Father, give her strength, peace and patience. Stand by her Father and comfort her. She is Your child Father, our sister, she has been faithfull to Your word, remove all bondages from her life, make her stronger, bring joy into her life again Father. Let her bury the past and move forward. Guide her path Father and lead her life to greatness. In Jesus name, Amen.

 

[god_loves_all]

Dear Friend I prayed to God for You for fulfilling all of your wishes.

 

[Victoria]

Lord God,

I pray that you bless this lady. I ask that you let her see your work and your love for her in her life. I ask that you surround her with Christian friends and grant her peace of mind. I ask that you grant her happiness and free her from all jealousy, anger and bitterness. I ask that you help her to see your blessings manifest in her life right now and free her from thinking that money is success or happiness. I ask that you sustain and improve her relationship with her daughter and that you help her husband to understand the hurt he has caused, and that she might be able to forgive. I pray that you help her to find acceptance of the situation and bless her with good friends, a happy home, fun and laughter, sustain her and and provide for her with good times that she might know your love better.

I pray this in Jesus Holy name.

Amen

 

[Karie]

Lord thake this lady in your arms, I know the pain of feeling like this with you there are hope. God please lift her up make her strong provide for her needs. Please take the pain away, let her live again for you with the spirit.

 

[trica60]

Lord Jesus please hear our prayers.I know so well the feelings 4ever hope is going through.We have to trust that you will not put more on us than we can bear.But Lord that burden gets so heavy at times that we just think we cant go one step further.Please dear Jesus lift this heavy load from 4ever hope.Show her the way to happiness and peace of mind.Amen

 

[carleen]

God bless you. My dear sister, you need to be healed and set free from the past hurt, and move on...Listen to this song: my hope is built on nothing less but Jesus Blood and Righteousness.

I dare not trust the sweetest frame but only lean on Jesus Name. On Christ the Solid Rock I stand. All other hope is sinking Sand. ALL other hope is SINKING SAND.

Dont read this fast, think about every word. Jesus is your anchor for your soul to hang on. Jesus is that boat to be on. Jesus is your life guard. Who is Jesus suppose to be in your life?

Hear is the second verse of this song: when darkness veils His Lovely Face, I rest on His unchanging GRACE. In every high and stormy gale my anchor holds within the veil. On Christ the solid rock I stand all other hope is sinking sand. ALL OTHER HOPE IS SINKING SAND.

What are you hoping in today, is it Jesus or the past of what you had. As there is darkness now you see, and stormy current you cant past through because your faith maybe weak to hold on to Christ the solid rock. Overcome. (smile at this, maybe you need to go to Holy Spirit booth camp, who dont want to finishes school and hang out with discouragement)

Verse 3 od this song. His oath, His covenant, His blood, support me in the whelming flood; when all around my soul gives way. He then is all my hope and stay. On christ the solid rock I stand all other hope is SINKING SAND, ALL OTHER HOPE IS SINKING SAND.

Verse 4. When He shall come with trumpet sound, Oh may I then in Him be found, Dressed in His righteousness alone, faultless to stand before the throne. On Christ the solid rock I stand, all other grounds is sinking sand, ALL OTHER GROUNDS IS SINKING SAND. God bless you. I will like to minister to you with the word of God again. soon

 

[testarosa4ever]

When you've done all you can do, stand still and wait for the salvation of the Lord, for his redemption is near. You are beautiful and precious in his sight. Don't give up, he loves you and he will give you every desire of your heart.