Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello,
I had a very difficult time at work last year. False insults, persecution, injustice. They told me, if I do not change for the better I will lose my job, but I even do not know what I did wrong. The difficult work situation has resulted in depression. Please pray for me, that the Lord may keep my job safe, the bullying and false accusations stop. I feel like imprisoned in this workplace and either things need to change dramatically or maybe I need to look for another job. But at the moment I cannot discern the will of the Lord, if I should stay or go, I am just exhausted from the battles that I endured for almost three years now. There needs to be a solution, soon. I need some rest and more safety in my work environment. There is a strong Izebel and religious spirit in my workplace, constantly twisting things and bringing false accusations against me. I am depressed, as I feel my best years are over and if I do not find a better workplace immediately, it might be too late. But I first need to heal from the chaos and also plan to go to therapy before looking for a new job. I fear, the demonic powers in this job want me to be stagnated, locked up there forever and it is like it was the devil's scheme to keep me there like in chains forever, so I cannot go forward in life. I guess, there are people who want to entangle me, so that I am not free to move forward. It feels like the story with Laban and Jacob. Lots of work, disappointing and being held there. No development, low success, unjust leadership. If this is not the place where the Lord wants me, please pray for His intervention, that I can break free from this controlling and possessive leadership and go where the Lord leads me, that I can build a life to God's glory and not stay in strange co-dependent relationships, also at work. If the devil wanted to exchange my destiny by binding me to the false workplace, please pray for my deliverance. I need next year some rest, no bullying, security and stability to get healed from all the trouble in the past. At the moment I feel so broken, I do not have a vision or idea for my future, this makes me sad, too, as I love to have goals. I hope, that Lord can give me a future and new vision. And bring me out from failure and stagnancy. But it is really difficult for me to decide what to do, as I also do not just want to flee due to trouble. If the Lord wants me to stay there and endure, that is ok. But I need clarity and wisdom. I do not want to run away in impatience, neither staying somewhere I suffer. I feel like the future the Lord has for me is completely different, but at the moment I cannot see it.
I had a very difficult time at work last year. False insults, persecution, injustice. They told me, if I do not change for the better I will lose my job, but I even do not know what I did wrong. The difficult work situation has resulted in depression. Please pray for me, that the Lord may keep my job safe, the bullying and false accusations stop. I feel like imprisoned in this workplace and either things need to change dramatically or maybe I need to look for another job. But at the moment I cannot discern the will of the Lord, if I should stay or go, I am just exhausted from the battles that I endured for almost three years now. There needs to be a solution, soon. I need some rest and more safety in my work environment. There is a strong Izebel and religious spirit in my workplace, constantly twisting things and bringing false accusations against me. I am depressed, as I feel my best years are over and if I do not find a better workplace immediately, it might be too late. But I first need to heal from the chaos and also plan to go to therapy before looking for a new job. I fear, the demonic powers in this job want me to be stagnated, locked up there forever and it is like it was the devil's scheme to keep me there like in chains forever, so I cannot go forward in life. I guess, there are people who want to entangle me, so that I am not free to move forward. It feels like the story with Laban and Jacob. Lots of work, disappointing and being held there. No development, low success, unjust leadership. If this is not the place where the Lord wants me, please pray for His intervention, that I can break free from this controlling and possessive leadership and go where the Lord leads me, that I can build a life to God's glory and not stay in strange co-dependent relationships, also at work. If the devil wanted to exchange my destiny by binding me to the false workplace, please pray for my deliverance. I need next year some rest, no bullying, security and stability to get healed from all the trouble in the past. At the moment I feel so broken, I do not have a vision or idea for my future, this makes me sad, too, as I love to have goals. I hope, that Lord can give me a future and new vision. And bring me out from failure and stagnancy. But it is really difficult for me to decide what to do, as I also do not just want to flee due to trouble. If the Lord wants me to stay there and endure, that is ok. But I need clarity and wisdom. I do not want to run away in impatience, neither staying somewhere I suffer. I feel like the future the Lord has for me is completely different, but at the moment I cannot see it.
