WHY?

Niyape77

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Why am I still here? I have lost everything but my life... I feel like the walking dead so empty inside. Nothing to live for and I am tired of fighting to survive..... I can't get ahead in life no matter how I try. Too busy helping others and when I reach out for help I can't get it. Lost my apartment, husband, and soul. Nobody cares what happens to me all they care about is themselves. Had to stay with my mom and give her $### towards her $### rent and try to maintain my apartment and my $### rent.

However, I could no longer afford to do so. Now my mom's talking about moving to Virginia leaving me out in the cold. Why live so hurt so confused about life and prayer, faith and believing GOD'S plan for my life. Truly I have nothing to hold on to or live for. : (
 
Praying for your request In Jesus Name. Amen

To have faith is to be sure of the things we hope for, to be certain of the things we cannot see. It was by their faith that the people of ancient times won God's approval. Hebrews. Amen 11.1-2
 
I know how you feel. I too feel like the Walking Dead all the time. It's all I can do to stand and to keep on living what life I have, if you call it a life. I am invisible to most people; they just pretend I am not if that makes sense. It makes perfect sense to me. I was also told I give off bad vibes, whatever that means, at one site I no longer am a member of. I am also so confused on why God has not answered the few most important prayers of my life that I have prayed for years, and so far they have gone unanswered or not answered in the way I thought they should have been. The only reason I am still here is because God has a purpose for me that I don't know what that purpose is, or I would have been dead a long time ago. Also, my family keeps me alive, and I live for them, no one else.

My advice is don't give up, even though life throws you a curveball at times, and we're constantly dodging it. I know I am struggling at times just to keep my head above ground and from being overwhelmed and buried in over my head. But I almost gave up on my faith and God, and somehow I am still here by the grace of God. You need to thank God for you still being here and for what you have, not for what you don't have. Be blessed, and if you need someone to talk to, you can message me in private, ###.
 
We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we were perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed (2 Corinthians 4:8-9)

This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us. And if we know that He hears us - whatever we ask - we know that we have what we asked of Him. (1 John 5: 14-15)

I am praying for you.
 
"For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all." 2 Corinthians 4:17

May the Lord wrap his arms around you and keep you at peace. God Bless!
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 
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