Why Have Been Feeling Like God Hates Me

[Melvenia Martin]

I'm trying to smile and I've even consider looking for a therapist. I wake up sometime and feel as if I've pissed God off. Friday I got bonus on my pay check Saturday I check my account and it was all gone. I did not use the money I only withdraw a 100.00 dollars,but ever penny was gone. I can't buy food, pay my bills or rent I have nothing and no help and I just keep getting up ever morning and going to work and for what. I'm lonely and broke and scared and no one is here to help me. Why is God doing this to me what have I done I just go to work and and come home I try not to talk to people and mind my own business even this is not working why does he hate me.Please pray and ask him not to hate me I believe in him and Jesus. I know he die for my sins and that he is my salvation but it's getting really hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

 

[Randy]

God does not hate you. I know how you feel. I try to be as moral as one can be, be good and polite to every human being, love and protect my family, have been baptized, go to church every week, work 24/7 fro home even though I lost a good job a couple of years ago and just straight commission and independent contractor, no rhyme or reason to being paid consistently. Cannot find a real job to save my life. Have the IRS all over me for back taxes that I cannot pay, actually do not owe but, allowed my ex to claim for 3 kids for years when they actually lived with me and I TOTALLY supported, on and on..........so I have to somehow pay .life gets worse by the day. Afraid to open the mailbox. I pray so many times a day, go to church and my life gets worse as well. I do not know what else to do ......like you but, I think that maybe I did something wrong in my life as well? I anm praying for you!!!!!!!!!!