I want to know why God doesn't answer my prayers I am feeling so bad, he makes miracles for people so why not for me? he doesn't love me? I didn't do anything wrong, I'm a good Christian and all, I pray every day I go to the church.... I confess my sins all the time, my psychological pain is so big that I think about suicide more and more these days, and not **** about "Jesus loves me, he died for me for my sins blablabla .... ok maybe but it doesn't help me, I don't care about my sins I care about my psychological well-being, about being able to survive
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you are ultimately mistaken. Like your other sins, you are adding one more. God definitely takes care of you, but this is not according to your direction or plan. It is on His plan for good. So be patient and thank God for everything and you will see the Glory of God.