Where was God in the Abuse?

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When I was little, I wrote a letter to my grandma telling her the horrible things my earthly father had done to me. My grandma died. How my home was a war zone as it was that he was in his mind still in Vietnam. I watched in horror as all of us suffered extreme abuse. I became the one who went in front to protect my mother and my baby brothers. I took the beatings for them much of the time. I watched in disbelief as I picked up the phone and called the police. They came. They stood in front of a 5 year old little girl and told me how they wouldn't help, that it was a family matter as my mother laid on the floor bleeding.

When I was 11, I walked into the camper and saw my cousin molesting my little 5 year old brother with my other brother holding down my baby brother. I went out and opened my mouth and told. I was beaten by my mother, my aunt, my uncle. Then locked in a closet. Then I was to sleep in the laundry room. Then my cousin, and my 2 brothers came to molest me. I ran away. The foster homes beat me. Told me I was no good. That I was only fit to take care of people's kids.

When I was 24 I graduated from a university.

When I was 38-ish, I tried to help my little brother. He drugged and raped me. How? I was at home from a surgery. I asked him to give me my medicine... The rest is history.

I do serve other people. I serve the Father and the King Yeshuah. My testimonies are to help those of you who are suffering. Watch the video. Read the pamphlet. You are not alone. You are more than this. What was done to you was done to your tent. Not to your soul. Let it go. Pray for those who have hurt you, and do not give them the power to destroy your soul. You are more than 1 moment. You are more than 5 minutes, Stand up. Testify and heal others with your testimonies. Be more, and let greater good come from your pain and suffering, just as Christ did so that you can save others who are suffering.

Did you know? Most children who have gone through abuse suffer from PTSD. For them, it is lifelong, and is an altered reality.

 

[Lover of GOD]

My daughter lives in that altered reality. The abuse shattered her life. Caused damage to her brain that has forever changed her innocent soul. Her PTSD rules her life. A life of pain, fear, rejection, abandoned by her father. I have not seen her express joy, in anything, for years. My heart is beyond broken for her. My sweet daughter

 

[YeshuahComes]

My daughter lives in that altered reality. The abuse shattered her life. Caused damage to her brain that has forever changed her innocent soul. Her PTSD rules her life. A life of pain, fear, rejection, abandoned by her father. I have not seen her express joy, in anything, for years. My heart is beyond broken for her. My sweet daughter

Please have her watch the video, and read the pamphlet sweetness.

 

[Lover of GOD]

Please have her watch the video, and read the pamphlet sweetness.

I am trying to my dear friend. What an amazing and kind woman of God you are, to be concerned about my daughter, in the midst of your suffering. God Bless You Mind Heart
There are so few with that much love for others

 

[TJS]

In Jesus Name, Father God, hear and answer this prayer, Amen

 

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This year I was diagnosed with depression, PTSD, and Borderline Personality Disorder. It was a major shock for me. (At around that same time, my mother died.) The best a person with these types of illnesses can do is to try and seek therapy, and it may take a couple of counselors to find a good one, plus do a journal and try to be kind to themselves. We didn't bring this abuse and such on ourselves. My heart and prayers go out to all the others, like me, who have suffered any kind of abuse or find out, suddenly, they have a mental illness or illnesses from what they have gone through. It isn't easy to stay strong, but it's important. God loves us, as is, and He will see us through it all.