Onemorehope, you are under attack of the enemy. The fastest way out is to follow the scriptures that tell us to:
Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you. Luke 10:19
Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7
Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; Ephesians 6: 10-18
Now begin praising God with all your heart and continue until all those feelings lift off of you. It is wise to fill your home with praise and worship music or with scriptures playing. (Be sure and do not watch any movies or watch any tv shows or play any games that you know would not be pleasing to the Lord. These are all avenues for spirits of darkness to enter your life and cause you so much grief and sorrow. There are many wonderful sermons on youtube by mighty men of God that you can listen to that can help change the whole atmosphere of your home and your every day walk in the Lord also.)
Then came the word of the Lord unto Jeremiah, saying, Behold, I am the Lord, the God of all flesh: is there any thing too hard for me? Jeremiah 32: 26&27 Father God, thank You that nothing is too hard for You especially the requests we bring before You today. Please give Onemorehope wisdom and the ability to overcome every attack of the enemy in the precious name of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.