Christ Daughter
Servant
God, I don't know what to do in this situation. Show me what You want to show me in the midst of this situation. Maybe You put us in this situation just to bring us through it! Maybe You are testing me to see if I will trust You through it all. If its not somebody calling from restricted #s playing on his phone about having a kid by him, its something else. I know for a fact that he works, but what I don't know is what he does after he gets off work, and whether he goes straight home or not. As I stated before, Satan does tell me things. I even planned on starting a family with him. Well, I can kiss that vision goodbye! God, I know You put that vision in my heart for Your glory, but I doubt we will be together to make the vision come true. I kiss all of that goodbye. I am such a failure! Maybe he do care about me, but I don't recognize it. Oh, well! We will never work out. I believe its a harmful demon that's trying to hurt me.