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babydoll
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I am awfully weepy today and I am not too sure exactly why. I know I had a very traumatic time in india and i am also very fearful that certain things are going to happen.I also have been asking God for justice in terms of the abuse and Him dealing with the abuser.I know what will solve my weepiness, if God answers my prayers and stops allowing these disasters that I didnt create or cause.I just want Him badly to deal with the oppressors and just grant me favor in this crucial area, that is connected to my happiness.
Also please pray that the abusive males cousin will never ever come to our home because that would make me very upset and unsafe since he was abusive and i am waiting for God to deal with him.Even if my mum is in a critical condition i do not want him coming to thw hopsital and me having to call security in distress,Please also pray that when and if my mum returns to india ever for a holiday that she will not stay in the home where this happned, that she would never stay in the home of this abuser but instead will have invitations form other lovely people or even the opportunity to purchase our own home, i will even put money towards that if God blesses me, anything but this boy should not be allowed to come near our lives ever again or call our home.He needs to be punished for what he did too-so many people have prayed to ahindu God and gotten this prayer answered where the person really gets punished, i am hoping my God will do the same so that i dont go to a murugan or a krishna in desperation.Please pray for an end to the weepiness and for God really to open His heart to the plea i made four months ago for this person to be dealt to and not given any breaks or excuses or blessings since he does not deserve them for abusing a woman and humiliating her,I ask that nobody like the siblings in my home purposely brings him up to harmme because they are capable and that my mum doesnt talk to them about my abuse either, partly because my sister bullied me and would do that on purpose if she knows what he did to me-so please Lord, cancel every possibility of her knowig about it, or asking about it and please close my mum's mouth and do not allow her to tell her about it.I need reasurance that he and my mum and dad will never cross paths again, and also that my aunty will not persuade my mum to come and stay there again-because that harms me.Also, if she is a decent woman pray that God questions her and that she will punish her son, if she doesnt God should step in because she never dealt to her son over the abuse.Deal Lord, and dont give anybody any free cards here.Your the one i am asking to step in and fight for me-please do what i am asking i have begged you.
And please let my book sell.
Also please pray that the abusive males cousin will never ever come to our home because that would make me very upset and unsafe since he was abusive and i am waiting for God to deal with him.Even if my mum is in a critical condition i do not want him coming to thw hopsital and me having to call security in distress,Please also pray that when and if my mum returns to india ever for a holiday that she will not stay in the home where this happned, that she would never stay in the home of this abuser but instead will have invitations form other lovely people or even the opportunity to purchase our own home, i will even put money towards that if God blesses me, anything but this boy should not be allowed to come near our lives ever again or call our home.He needs to be punished for what he did too-so many people have prayed to ahindu God and gotten this prayer answered where the person really gets punished, i am hoping my God will do the same so that i dont go to a murugan or a krishna in desperation.Please pray for an end to the weepiness and for God really to open His heart to the plea i made four months ago for this person to be dealt to and not given any breaks or excuses or blessings since he does not deserve them for abusing a woman and humiliating her,I ask that nobody like the siblings in my home purposely brings him up to harmme because they are capable and that my mum doesnt talk to them about my abuse either, partly because my sister bullied me and would do that on purpose if she knows what he did to me-so please Lord, cancel every possibility of her knowig about it, or asking about it and please close my mum's mouth and do not allow her to tell her about it.I need reasurance that he and my mum and dad will never cross paths again, and also that my aunty will not persuade my mum to come and stay there again-because that harms me.Also, if she is a decent woman pray that God questions her and that she will punish her son, if she doesnt God should step in because she never dealt to her son over the abuse.Deal Lord, and dont give anybody any free cards here.Your the one i am asking to step in and fight for me-please do what i am asking i have begged you.
And please let my book sell.
