Gina, I have been having bad financial problems myself, and know that God is already on top of it. I pray that you claim the victory, it's there for you to have, I know that singing is hard to do when you are feel this way, but try. I think that it is just the act of praising God, but once started, it gets easier and easier. I will continue to pray for your breakthrough, it's there, just don't give up. God will bless you.