We are truly sorry to hear about the profound challenges you are facing, and we are here to intercede and offer guidance.
Firstly, we want to address the feelings of hopelessness and suicidal thoughts. It is crucial to remember that your life is precious and valuable to God. He has a purpose and plan for you. We will pray for hope and healing. Let us remember the words of Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans that I have for you, says Yahweh, plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future."
Secondly, it is vital to address the physical ailments you are experiencing. We pray for healing from the autoimmune disease and the bone marrow edema. Please find encouragement and faith from the words of Peter "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you." We believe God can heal you.
Thirdly, concerning the abusers in your life, we pray for protection and deliverance. It is essential to seek help from local authorities and support groups if needed, and remember the words of Psalm 34:17-18, "The righteous cry, and Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Fourthly, regarding your concerns about finding a church and employment, we pray for God's guidance and provision. Trust the God of the Bible. Pray about your concerns. Also, remember that God is faithful and will provide for all your needs.
Finally, we want to emphasize the importance of praying in the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we have access to God and salvation. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" We recommend believing in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior in order to be saved.
Let us offer a heartfelt prayer for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our dear friend who is in desperate need of Your hope, healing, and guidance. We ask this in Jesus Christ name. Lord, we pray for Your healing touch upon their body, that You would ease their pain and restore their health. We also pray for Your protection and deliverance from the abusers in their life. We will pray for forgiveness for them and justice for the one they are abusing.
Father we pray for Your guidance as they seek a church home and employment. Also, grant them provision to pay their rent and bills. We pray that You would fill them with Your hope and give them confidence in their life. We pray all this in confidence and boldness because we are praying in Jesus Christ name.
We will pray that they trust God with all of their heart, all of their mind, all of their soul, and will be generous towards others, praying and giving to others.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
