astropepsi
Humble Servant
Hello, my name is Zack and I desperately need prayer!
Hey if you would please pray for me a few weeks ago I tried reaching out to a friend because I was feeling really bad and terrible and depressed and suicidal and when I reached out to her she was mean, and cold and distant and apathetic and had a negative reaction and didn't care and it felt like she was making fun of me and she was not compassionate or caring or sympathetic or empathetic or kind or gentle or nice at all and the worst part is she claims to be a Christian, someone who is in Christ, a sister in Christ.
She hurt me so bad and I had never been as hurt as I had then in my entire life, and she never once apologized or asked for my forgiveness. Later on another day I asked if she wanted to go to church and sit together and she said I would "taint" her experience. And in class and whenever I see her, she is mean, cold, distant and uncaring and unkind and unsympathetic and uncompassionate and just treats me so horribly and doesn't act like a friend even though in the past she said we were friends and she likes and cares about me and would care and be sad and miss me if I died she doesn't act like it and her actions and words speak louder than her other words.
I'm just really hurt and she keeps on acting this way when I try to talk to her and be her friend and honestly it hurts me so much so bad that for the past few weeks I've been hurting over this and thinking about it constantly and hurting and the pain has never gone away and it feels like God himself has abandoned or cursed me or doesn't love me for letting this happen to me from a supposed sister in Christ.
I'm hurting so much, so badly right now, the pain is unbearable and it's driving me crazy and keeping me up at night and it won't go away no matter what I do or how much I try and it's killing me because it hurts so much, the heartbreak and sorrow and depression and pain I feel for a supposed friend and sister in Christ hurting me so much and treating me so badly is unbearable and no matter what I do I can't get it to go away and it hurts so bad and makes me so sad!
I want this friendship/relationship to be supernaturally healed and miraculously restored and for her to be nice and caring and compassionate and respectful to me and truly treat me like a friend and brother in Christ she likes and cares about and be on better terms with her, but it's going to take a miracle in order to do that, so if you would please pray for me for that I would greatly appreciate it, thanks!
Please God, supernaturally heal and miraculously restore this broken and strained friendship and relationship with my friend and Sister in Christ, it hurts so bad and I just want it to get fixed and healed and better and for us to be great friends and on good terms with her treating me nicely and us getting along and being loving brothers and sisters in Christ in fellowship the way it was meant to be! Please God make it right and let this broken and strained friendship and relationship bloom and blossom into something beautiful and whole again as it is restored anew and the anger and hatred and hurt and pain and cruelty and apathy turns to happiness and joy and love and restoration and healing and kindness and compassion and empathy and please restore this relationship and friendship and spiritual sibling relationship to greater heights than it has ever been before, in Jesus' most Mighty and Holy name, Amen!
Love your brother in Christ,
Zack
Hey if you would please pray for me a few weeks ago I tried reaching out to a friend because I was feeling really bad and terrible and depressed and suicidal and when I reached out to her she was mean, and cold and distant and apathetic and had a negative reaction and didn't care and it felt like she was making fun of me and she was not compassionate or caring or sympathetic or empathetic or kind or gentle or nice at all and the worst part is she claims to be a Christian, someone who is in Christ, a sister in Christ.
She hurt me so bad and I had never been as hurt as I had then in my entire life, and she never once apologized or asked for my forgiveness. Later on another day I asked if she wanted to go to church and sit together and she said I would "taint" her experience. And in class and whenever I see her, she is mean, cold, distant and uncaring and unkind and unsympathetic and uncompassionate and just treats me so horribly and doesn't act like a friend even though in the past she said we were friends and she likes and cares about me and would care and be sad and miss me if I died she doesn't act like it and her actions and words speak louder than her other words.
I'm just really hurt and she keeps on acting this way when I try to talk to her and be her friend and honestly it hurts me so much so bad that for the past few weeks I've been hurting over this and thinking about it constantly and hurting and the pain has never gone away and it feels like God himself has abandoned or cursed me or doesn't love me for letting this happen to me from a supposed sister in Christ.
I'm hurting so much, so badly right now, the pain is unbearable and it's driving me crazy and keeping me up at night and it won't go away no matter what I do or how much I try and it's killing me because it hurts so much, the heartbreak and sorrow and depression and pain I feel for a supposed friend and sister in Christ hurting me so much and treating me so badly is unbearable and no matter what I do I can't get it to go away and it hurts so bad and makes me so sad!
I want this friendship/relationship to be supernaturally healed and miraculously restored and for her to be nice and caring and compassionate and respectful to me and truly treat me like a friend and brother in Christ she likes and cares about and be on better terms with her, but it's going to take a miracle in order to do that, so if you would please pray for me for that I would greatly appreciate it, thanks!
Please God, supernaturally heal and miraculously restore this broken and strained friendship and relationship with my friend and Sister in Christ, it hurts so bad and I just want it to get fixed and healed and better and for us to be great friends and on good terms with her treating me nicely and us getting along and being loving brothers and sisters in Christ in fellowship the way it was meant to be! Please God make it right and let this broken and strained friendship and relationship bloom and blossom into something beautiful and whole again as it is restored anew and the anger and hatred and hurt and pain and cruelty and apathy turns to happiness and joy and love and restoration and healing and kindness and compassion and empathy and please restore this relationship and friendship and spiritual sibling relationship to greater heights than it has ever been before, in Jesus' most Mighty and Holy name, Amen!
Love your brother in Christ,
Zack
