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I feel distraught over the serious diseases in my life and that of my loved ones. And many other hardships too. These are all happening at the same time. It feels like much too much. I am overwhelmed. I'm afraid I will totally lose my faith in God's Love, because He allows all of these bad things to come to us. Then He doesn't take them away, no matter how hard and long I cry out to Him in prayer. I feel like He has chosen to walk out of my life, although I still want Him desperately! To add to my confusion, so many professing Christians have been mean to me. There is no compassion for my pain and despair. I don't know what to believe about Christianity or God Himself anymore. I am a saved person who feels lost. Does that make any sense? Life seems hopeless. I need God's peace again. Please pray for miracles for me and my loved ones. Things are so dark right now. It really seems like Satan is winning. I am too sick to be in this exhausting spiritual warfare anymore. I long for death and Heaven. Because this earthly existance of nonstop suffering everyday seems unbearable. Please, I am in urgent need of prayer! Also very important, that the Lord will help my unsaved loved ones to become Christians.
