Urgent Help Needed Asap

[steve333]

m not sure if I made a terrible mistake or I'm just really anxious and stressed. I met a woman last year from another (in south america), communicated via skype, i visited 2x 3 weeks in total and got engaged. I've now moved there to be with her, as she couldn't bear to leave her close knit family. The problem is, I feel overwhelmed with fear if I can adopt to the situation ---and the wedding is in 3 weeks! The climate is really hot and humid, I speak very little Spanish and cannot comprehend conversations at regular speed. I would have to teach young children in order to work, which is new for me, there are mosquitoes periodically to deal with----the home has open areas - no windows or screens - common construction here. I've lost sleep and I feel depressed. She loves and accepts me and doesn 't care whether I speak Spanish (she's bilingual so we speak in my English language -her family is the same). I'm asking for prayers that God will direct me to do what is His Will. I just don't know if this life will make me happy. (she won't move to usa). She is a good, Christian woman by the way. I just don't want to cancel the wedding because I'm scared and think I can't adopt to all these huge changes. I've quit lots of things before but this is different - some would say justifiable. But, I'm really scared and confused about what to do. I couldn't bear to break her heart either. We do love each other too. Any advice and prayers would really help me! I feel I'm headed for a nervous breakdown.

Thanks to all and God Bless

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Eugene]

Hello!

Whenever you seek a spouse that will make you happy, you will always have those questions, because perfect people and situations do not exist here on earth, but when you seek a spouse whom you can make happy, you will be much more secure.

I pray for you

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[ELI REMIE]

I pray the Lord intervine tru the BLOOD OF JESUS. Amen

 

[jannajanna]

prayed for you. let god tell you what is right.

 

[Grace]

Dont let fear be your guide, let Love! God is love. Keep praying.

 

[steve333]

thanks for the prayers. I decided to call it off and then realized the next day I had made a terrible mistake. Of course, by that time my fiance had lost respect for me and viewed me as insecure. I tried to tell her it wasn't too late and I didn't want to lose her. She said it was best I leave and I'm back in the USA with a completely shattered heart! I have feelings of sadness, pain and regret. I lost the love of my life and I can't get her back. She won't even respond to emails. If I had just been positive and confident that I would have adjusted I could've been happily married. Now at age 42, I have zero prospects of finding a treasure like her. I gave up everything (house, job) to be with her and now i have nothing and will die (hopefully very soon!) ALONE.

 

[Eugene]

I pray for you
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