Saballiffe
Prayer Partner
I want to start with a praise report. I am trying to be grateful because it could be a judgment against me, but I was granted another continuance on the debt court case. I pray that it continues to go in my favor.
I was offered a new lease, which is set to start in May. Though I owed some income tax, I could pay that off and will have two of my primary debts paid off in a few months. For all of that, I am beyond relieved and know it was nothing but God.
My job is still a struggle. My manager refuses to see reason and paints everything with a broad stroke even when it doesn't apply. Others are able to take liberties with everything, and I am scrutinized. When I do need assistance and lay everything before them, I'm sometimes ignored for a full week.
I found out last minute that I will be working a holiday I had planned off, and any solution I suggest, I am told, requires me to be a team player.
I am trying to keep hope in a precarious job market. I was contacted for a role I am passionate about and very qualified for; it seemed like it was going well and was in the perfect location and work setup for my needs. But they severely lowballed me thousands less than I am making now and entirely below the range on the job description. When I tried to negotiate, they ultimately rejected me. I am trying not to take that personally, but I want to be intentional in not taking a job and deciding I’ll make do to avoid the situation I am in currently. I want to provide for myself and use my benefits fully.
It is hard to unplug from work when your manager expects you always to be available. It is pretty anxiety-inducing and swings from anxiety to anger. I want to be able to live in the moment and enjoy experiences, not always waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I know God has brought me this far, and He probably has a vision for me that I just can’t see. I don't mean to sound ungrateful because He’s delivered me from a lot, including my wrongdoing. But I just pray for some relief, safety, security, and maybe even a job I can enjoy. I want the space to get a good night's sleep and not wake up tense, dreading the new work day. I want enough energy to find myself again, cook, go outside, and have experiences. To be treated like a human being and able to take mental health days and decompress. I’ve listed many of these as desires instead of necessities for so long. I want to experience them again and some peace and contentment.
Thank you in advance for your thoughts and prayers.
I was offered a new lease, which is set to start in May. Though I owed some income tax, I could pay that off and will have two of my primary debts paid off in a few months. For all of that, I am beyond relieved and know it was nothing but God.
My job is still a struggle. My manager refuses to see reason and paints everything with a broad stroke even when it doesn't apply. Others are able to take liberties with everything, and I am scrutinized. When I do need assistance and lay everything before them, I'm sometimes ignored for a full week.
I found out last minute that I will be working a holiday I had planned off, and any solution I suggest, I am told, requires me to be a team player.
I am trying to keep hope in a precarious job market. I was contacted for a role I am passionate about and very qualified for; it seemed like it was going well and was in the perfect location and work setup for my needs. But they severely lowballed me thousands less than I am making now and entirely below the range on the job description. When I tried to negotiate, they ultimately rejected me. I am trying not to take that personally, but I want to be intentional in not taking a job and deciding I’ll make do to avoid the situation I am in currently. I want to provide for myself and use my benefits fully.
It is hard to unplug from work when your manager expects you always to be available. It is pretty anxiety-inducing and swings from anxiety to anger. I want to be able to live in the moment and enjoy experiences, not always waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I know God has brought me this far, and He probably has a vision for me that I just can’t see. I don't mean to sound ungrateful because He’s delivered me from a lot, including my wrongdoing. But I just pray for some relief, safety, security, and maybe even a job I can enjoy. I want the space to get a good night's sleep and not wake up tense, dreading the new work day. I want enough energy to find myself again, cook, go outside, and have experiences. To be treated like a human being and able to take mental health days and decompress. I’ve listed many of these as desires instead of necessities for so long. I want to experience them again and some peace and contentment.
Thank you in advance for your thoughts and prayers.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
