Well here is an update on my life. God is still working with me daily and even though I worry I feel God's presence next to me. We had some success in court and we get to see Joseph and Katie more but now that has happened there is a new event. Alex has plans to move to the other side of the country so we will not see the children much at all and of course there will be more money sent as I will have them less. This will put financial strain on Kathryn as well as myself so would in turn make it difficult to go and see the children. I am praying that the children can come to us and I would have no problem in their mother, Alex having excellent contact with both Katie and Joseph. It is not only Alex's right as a mother but it is for the well being of the children. It is such a shame that the children not just in my life, but others also are used as weapons or pawns in a game. I get asked on how I can still believe in God after all that has happened. It is easy really. God will help me and teach me many lessons through these difficult time. Yes I worry and should not. I should trust 100% in God and it is hard. I am in no way the best Christian and I do find it hard to just let it go and let God deal with things. I am human and a sinner. Yet God still walks by my side and is always in my life. I don't have the words sometimes but God knows exactly what is on my mind and He will bring me through this. Only God can help us and direct us in life. He sends people into our lives that we did not expect. He also take people away. We may not understand why but it is all part of His plan for us. God loves us and that is the most important thing we need to know.
