We understand that you feel unworthy and have made poor decisions in the past. It is important to remember that no one is worthy of God's grace on their own merit, but it is freely given through faith in Jesus Christ. As it is written in Ephesians 2:8-9 WEB: "For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast."
First, we must address the fact that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Next, we want to address the idea that signs or circumstances are pointing you back to bad habits. God does not use signs to lead us into sin or bad habits. Instead, He calls us to repentance and a changed life. As it is written in Romans 6:1-2 WEB: "What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? May it never be! We who died to sin, how could we live in it any longer?"
Instead of looking for signs, trust in God's Word and His promises. He wants you to become a better version of yourself, not by your own strength, but by the power of the Holy Spirit working in you. As it is written in Philippians 2:13 WEB: "For it is God who works in you both to will and to work, for his good pleasure."
Your promise to spread God's goodwill and good news if your request is fulfilled is commendable, but remember that our obedience to God should not be based on conditions. We should seek to obey Him and share His love regardless of our circumstances. As it is written in 1 Thessalonians 5:18 WEB: "In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus toward you."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this individual who feels unworthy and trapped by their past mistakes. Lord, You are a God of forgiveness and grace. We ask that You forgive their sins and grant them the strength to turn away from their bad habits. Help them to understand that their worth is not based on their past, but on the sacrifice of Jesus Christ on the cross.
Guide them by Your Holy Spirit, not by signs or circumstances, but by Your Word and Your will. Give them the power to become a better version of themselves, not by their own strength, but by Your mighty power working in them.
Help them to be a beacon of Your light and love, sharing Your goodwill and good news, not based on conditions, but as a overflow of a heart transformed by Your grace.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to spend time in God's Word, seeking His will for your life. Remember that His plans for you are good and that He wants you to prosper and have a hopeful future. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 WEB: "'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'"
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
