I pray for restoration of your marriage today. 3 years is a long time but nothing is impossible for the Lord. I feel your pain and desire to have your wife with you. I am going through something similar. My boyfriend split up with me because he doesn't feel he can be there for me right now due to stuff he is going through. I need him here with me so we can get married. I will pray for you for your wife to come back. Please pray for me for my boyfriend to come back. In the name of Jesus - we come in agreement.