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bomsilaga
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i have being a christian for about 5-6yrs now. in the beginning, severything was going on fine with my christian life and my relationship with God was too personal to the point that i always find it difficult doing any wrong thing as i get constant messages and instructions from God that often come out very precise and accurate. in the course of one of such discussions with God, i was instructed to commit my sexuality to him which i did with my wife then my girlfriend. we continued for two years without sex and we got married the next year to God's glory. with my wife's first pregnancy i found out that my sexuality was returning but not towards my wife strongly (which by this time is losing interest in sex and unable to meet my sexual needs)i got involved with a girl that comes to my wife and all of a sudden, it has become a serious affair with the grace only of not actually penetrating her. from her i have started wishing to be in the arms of other women especially whenever my wife wrongs me. along the road and in the bus i touch womens' bodies acting as though by mistake. this is my second child and this girl has come strong again asking for sex. i have also gotten involved with a married woman just because she asked be to date her. i do pornography and everything sexual. i pray that you commit my sexuality to God to continue helping me not to have actual sex and take all these women away from me as i want to concentrate on my wife (who is very emotional and i cant just hurt her by telling her, she will definitely die on me). pray also that every curse or manipulation against my future be taken away. i face constant disappointments. i just need help. thank you.
