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jeannette06
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Good morning, I woke up this morning trying to figure out why are this things happen to me...why god hates me. I work two part time jobs. My evening job and position open up were I can work full time. I applied for the position and yesterday I found out they gave it to someone else. The evening position that I am in now, is close to what I do now. I boldly asked god that I wanted to this job. I believed in my heart that the position was mine. I continue to ask and believe that things will happen and it doesn't. Yet I watch others get what they want without praying or ding anything god like. I'm in a situation that I am having problems paying my rent, light, car insurance, etc. Getting that position would have been great, I would have been able to just work one job and have time for myself. I work from 10 am - 10 pm, by the time the weekend comes I don't have energy to do anything. What is the point in continuing to have faith if nothing I have asked god for I have received. I don't want to loose my faith in him but why is this happen. God knows that I am struggling, so why have be suffer. I feel that god has not forgiven me for all my wrong doing.

Peace be with you